erghh i couldnt do it, i have to blog away noww. its 4:59 here and im sooo bored. good news is i get to go play volleyball today. i learned how to play "smells like teen spirit" by nirvana over the weekend, well just the solo part, i really want to get into playing the guitar and learn more songs, i've always wanted to write songs, just never thought i was unique enough. i'm still real upset about some stuff with peter right now but its because i care and I’ll always care. And you’ll always care too, and you still do no matter what you say. You can read me and know what I’m really thinking. I can do the same with you and I don’t want to be babbling about you right now. Because then you’ll know that your getting to me. But you are and why hide that. I love you I really really love you and you love me to.Because I know.
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i promised i'd start posting blogs more frequently, didn't turn out as planned. today and yesterday haven't really been my day. yesterday i had a test in every single one of my classes and today was just plain old and boring. my brother and i hate eachothers guts now, thanks to a certain someone. its sucks But I still care. and that doesn’t make me crazy. Just the bigger person. because I’m not afraid... i want to go back in time, wayy back.. like near january 2009 and change everything since i know what its brought to my future.
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i'm hoping to go out this week hopefully it'll be on the verge of the wild side i’ve been wanting to encounter for a while. I’m soo calm and laid back, I just can’t let everything go and be crazy. makes situations akwards sometimes. my heads constantly hurting now a days, and it sucks total ass. i have so much homework and i feel like im terribly breaking out. i need to go to the gym more often, and i cant wait till soccer season. i've notice when im mad i always spit, and here i go on and on about complete bullshit. NIRVANA and the BEATLES <3 honestly the only 2 bands i should have on my itouch, im constantlyy playing them, cause they are the besttt. i wishh i had a car right nowww, i'd be out.
hello :] i havn't posted a blog in forever. Well i'll start to from now on just been so busy with track and homework, family and the boyfrienddd <3 i just came back from my aunts house, the smell of chicken is printed on our clothes -.- it sucks, i got to shower shower shower. i didnt have a phone for 3 days, it officially broke. but i got a new one yesterday, so everythings okay now, i also got the itouch i've wanted since forever, im hooked on this game called unblock me level 230 :D its highly obsessive and besides the point im rambling on and on about lots of shit, excuse my nonsense. im just so out of it now a days. im listening to nirvana <3 ughh i miss peter, i keep his baby picture in my wallet, its the cutest thing in there, hes my baby, mineminemine.
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as for the title of my blog... all apologies, i just want to apologize to him, i fucked up big time. i wish i had a time machine and could take all of it back... but i guess he forgave me and everything will slowly process its way back to it was right? lets hope. but for now i have to drive my cousin to her house. tooodles
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its been a while since i've updated this crap. hmm lets see what going on. lots and lots, new years it tomorrow, hopefully 2010 goes a lot better than this shitty year many of us were put through. i'm not sure whats going down, but lets hope its something exciting. i've been listening to the beatles all week. pretty much living off of them, its cool. my favorite band <3 although they dont even exist anymore, but hey, who cares!? my foot just fell asleep. ouch ouch ouch. blablaba im going off randomly about much and not much at all. i miss peter <3 i sent him one of my baby pictures, he says he keeps it in his wallet :D yay. well im out for now. toodles
